December 2011
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living-as-if replied to your post: Just another fibromyalgia moan. aw hon, I don’t do prayers, send you virtual (((hugs))) & empathy Thank you. Really appreciate it.
Dec 29th
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Just another fibromyalgia moan.
Havin a bit of a cry cause i’m in too much pain to sleep. i’m so exhausted mentally and physically. i can’t even hug my teddy while i lie down cause it hurts my hand. it’s so frustrating. i can’t lie on either side cause my legs and arms cramp, i can’t relax any of my body cause it feels like i’ve pulled all my muscles in my body. i keep having spasms and...
Dec 29th
Dec 28th
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“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.”
– Matthew 11:28
Dec 28th
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Dec 28th
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Dec 26th
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high-vis-yas replied to your post: Today is not my Christmas. Sounds lovely! I wish you a merry Christmas tomorrow :) x The same to you for today! :) x
Dec 25th
Today is not my Christmas.
Tomorrow is. :) And Dad’s been such a scrooge this year we’ve found ourselves with no Christmas decorations, and no tree (and no milk) on Christmas day :’) So when I got back from church I fed fish (I love my fish to bits.) and then set about making decorations. Our front room looks very bodged but lovely! Bunting, paper chains, and stars and origami tree decorations...
Dec 25th
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God Rest Ye Merry Gentlemen
rosasempervirens: God rest you merry, gentlemen, Let nothing you dismay, Remember Christ our Savior Was born on Christmas Day; To save us all from Satan’s power When we were gone astray. Refrain: O tidings of comfort and joy, Comfort and joy, O tidings of comfort and joy! In Bethlehem, in Israel, this blessèd Babe was born, And laid within a manger upon this blessèd morn; The which...
Dec 24th
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ahhhh why do i love nanny mcphee so much :$$
Dec 24th
Dec 23rd
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Dec 23rd
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People I like, love or who, in my opinion, are...
5oulmatesneverdi3: Dani, Vivienne, Erin, Adam, Suky, Josephine, Jake, Hooraaay! You’re pretty fantastic yourself Nathan. :)
Dec 23rd
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Dec 23rd
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I’ve had such a lovely daaay :D Went to the German markets in Manc with loadsa church people (- friends are back from uni for christmas and it’s great!) :) I got an owl hot water bottle cover from my secret santa and we went ice skating and Tim did fantastically :) Oh and got to catch up with the beautiful Lora on the train back :) Full of love right now :)
Dec 20th
Feels like if I do anything one day, I pay for it the next. Constantly fighting my body and my mind. It’s tiring and I don’t have it in me some times :( I really don’t like complaining either Let’s try some positive things: Today I’ve pretty much finished my embroidery project I’ve seen family Shelves in my room are closer to being both up Tomorrow...
Dec 19th
Dec 19th
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Dec 19th
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Dec 19th
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desniff asked: yh we wrote lotsa cards togetha <3 have a nice four days doing whatever you do and say hi to Keif for us ;)
Dec 18th
Stuck inside today, wish I’d had a reason to brave the cold :’) Too bad plans just don’t work out some times. And the printer wouldn’t do what I wanted but I was too late to go to library :( Gonna stick some happy music on now and clear up my room and see if I can do something creative ‘cause i like that sort of thing and it’ll cheer me up. :) Dad’s...
Dec 17th
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Dec 15th
sorry joe i’ve posted a fair bit today and i’ve probably monopolised your dash. sorreeeee :)
Dec 13th
Dec 13th
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Dec 13th
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“Where then does wisdom come from? Where does understanding dwell? It is hidden...”
– Job 28:20-28
Dec 13th
Dec 13th
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I’ve taken painkillers over two hours ago but i still can’t sleep cause i’m in too much pain. i keep getting nauseous before i sleep too. this illness is just rubbish, the highlight of my day today was finally being able to walk down the stairs mid-afternoon. i just want to sleep and wake up to a new day where i can walk and concentrate on things and be happy and see joe. 
Dec 12th
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partytimewithmerick replied to your post: after all the mini-revelations, guidance and… because you’re silly. :) Think about this Suky. What would all your friends and family do without you. AND what would Joe do without you. So be quiet and know that you are loved. :) aww tim. thank you :)
Dec 12th
after all the mini-revelations, guidance and realisations these past few weeks, how am i still sitting here feeling useless? 
Dec 12th
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Dec 12th
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stylishkidsintheriot-: ooootie replied to your post: might go back to college and try doing A levels… apprenticeship? applied to about a million a while ago and most weren’t interested and then the ones that did interview me didn’t want me and theres not really anything I can actually do its so shit oh, i’m sorry :/ if you want to go back to college i think it’s a great idea. :)...
Dec 11th
I love thinking.
joeismonstrouslycool: But i think i’d be utterly depressed about a lot of things if my life didn’t have a purpose and there was no loving God in heaven to help me through it.
Dec 10th
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“And Mary said, Yes, I see it all now: I am the Lord’s maid, ready to serve. Let it be with me just as you say. Then the angel left her.” Luke 1:38
Dec 9th
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Occasionally when i feel a bit off like i do now, or even when i feel completely awful, i can pull my head out of my little bubble and regard something bigger, something that’s utterly incredible, inconceivable, and so the silly feelings of my situation are once again grounded. I suppose it’s about perspective. Reminds me of something someone said at church a while back about...
Dec 9th
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flehhhhhh absolutely bombed the cleaning today but now everything hurts. on the other hand, house looks pretty good and it always makes me feel better when it’s clean. then joe came round and he’s fantastic and we got work done and watched some of a film. i feel a little bit funny/scared about things but it may be hunger.
Dec 9th
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So this is kinda interesting :)
The Christmas carol “God Rest Ye, Merry Gentlemen” is misinterpreted.. Firstly it’s from the 1500s, and since then the comma has been moved. It really should be “God Rest Ye Merry, Gentlemen” which does make more sense.. but still not totally until you know that back then, “rest” in this context meant to “make” or “keep”. And also,...
Dec 9th
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Dec 9th
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abandoning cleaning the windowsill because a spider that i thought was dead jumped at my face :( sorry for destroying your house mr spider but please look alive next time.. spare us both the upset.
Dec 4th
Dec 3rd
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A verse that’s just fantastically true: “Seize life! Eat bread with gusto,     Drink wine with a robust heart.     Oh yes—God takes pleasure in your pleasure!     Dress festively every morning.     Don’t skimp on colors and scarves.     Relish life with the spouse you love     Each and every day of your precarious life.     Each day is God’s gift. It’s all you get...
Dec 3rd
When I was little I totally loved drawing and colouring-in. I’d do it on the kitchen table, then every two minutes run into the living room to show dad what I’d done and see what he thinks. ..Nowadays I’m doing the same thing but with embroidery :’) Forever a Daddy’s girl. :$
Dec 3rd
“‘Love seeketh not itself to please, Nor for itself hath any care, But...”
– William Blake - The Clod and the Pebble - Songs of Experience
Dec 2nd
10 Myths About Sex and Virginity - Debunked →
lipstick-feminists: dicknailed submitted:  by Lori Adelman Yesterday, I had the privilege and honor of speaking at the Rethinking Virginity Conference at Harvard University. The conference was organized by Lena Chen and the Harvard Queer Students’ Association, and brought together an incredibly diverse and impressive group of feminists, who dropped some serious knowledge on all things...
Dec 1st
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November 2011
definitely tired of flashbacks. :/ unnecessary and exhausting. blerrgghh on the other hand, done some (hopefully) lovely embroidery today and i have an amazing joseph to tell me a silly story at the end of the day :)
Nov 30th
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