Please Don't Take My Sunshine Away

Question from wetdreamforthewebzine

I was tired and in a bad mood so I thought I'd share it with the internet as eloquently as I could. How are you?

Hah, well fair enough. What else is a blog for if you can’t vent? :) I’m glad you’re alright though, I just thought it was worth asking. Nothing worse than secretly hoping someone will ask and no one does. :’) I’m doing okay, things are chugging along pretty well. How’s life treating you? :)

Posted 5/18/13 @ 11:20 PM #

What is going on with my relationships? Seriously I think I’ve lost all my friends. It’s like everyone secretly agreed a day where they got together and assigned who was whose and I wasn’t told about it. And all my old school friends decided who they were going to keep in contact with and I didn’t make the cut. I feel entirely shitty. I don’t even have a family I can rely on or open up to, they all rely on me. it sucks. I don’t know where I am with anyone and I’m afraid to ask. I don’t know where God is in this and I’m afraid to ask. Some people have the compassion enough to ‘drop in’ and ask how things are going but I get the feeling it’s an obligation. I don’t think anyone wants to spend time with me.

Church was fantastic today! :-)

Celebrate God all day, every day. I mean, revel in him!
(Philippians 4:4 MSG)

I cried out, “I am slipping!” but your unfailing love, O Lord, supported me. When doubts filled my mind, your comfort gave me renewed hope and cheer.
(Psalms 94:18, 19 NLT)

"The trick is to get it before it breaks. And then to nurture it … to protect it with everything you have. Because once it’s broken, it’ll never be the same. And that’s when compromises are made. That’s when people start to give up. But no one really realizes how important it is to keep it pure until after it’s broken. That’s why all these middle-aged married couples sit next to each other on the couch and stare at the TV. They are numb. They don’t care anymore. They can’t get hurt anymore, but they also can’t love anymore. It’s too sad for me to think about."

— (via nickmiller)
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