What is going on with my relationships? Seriously I think I’ve lost all my friends. It’s like everyone secretly agreed a day where they got together and assigned who was whose and I wasn’t told about it. And all my old school friends decided who they were going to keep in contact with and I didn’t make the cut. I feel entirely shitty. I don’t even have a family I can rely on or open up to, they all rely on me. it sucks. I don’t know where I am with anyone and I’m afraid to ask. I don’t know where God is in this and I’m afraid to ask. Some people have the compassion enough to ‘drop in’ and ask how things are going but I get the feeling it’s an obligation. I don’t think anyone wants to spend time with me.
Celebrate God all day, every day. I mean, revel in him!
(Philippians 4:4 MSG)
I cried out, “I am slipping!” but your unfailing love, O Lord, supported me. When doubts filled my mind, your comfort gave me renewed hope and cheer.
(Psalms 94:18, 19 NLT)